Big-dark wall in my mind

Friday, Feb 12th 2010

Sun raised so shinny today

i got a little nap in Mr. Cipto's car while he was driving me to home.

i felt so dizzy.

i tried to think all happy things to loose this annoyed dizzy feeling, but there was a big wall on my left mind.

uuugh.

really annoyed me.

i don't know what kind a wall that was.

a really big wall.

a really black wall.

i wondered about everything behind that wall.

but i couldn't see anything, even only the top of that wall. so high and dark.

it blocked my eyesight. it was a kind of blackout.

but i didn't dream. I'm pretty sure about that.

i want my mind full of nice thought. happiness. unblocked with any single thing.

i just think what i want to think.

thought like a free bird.

thought just like have a new adventure.

then i opened my eyes.

i found my head still dizzy.

i was still sitting in Mr. Cipto's car.

and oooh...!! i realize it was just a dream..

i felt so ridiculous, I guess I didn't dream in my own dreaming. haha.

little girl,

me.